I still believe one can only find true spiritual happiness within themselves and their higher power.
Today I'm listening to music that will calm my soul.
Today, I am grateful for my beloved 4-legged companion Sophie, whom I, along with my ex husband raised from a pup. I almost lost her. she has a weak heart, but now with medication is recovering.
Instead of burying my foot in Jonny's gluteus maximus, I shall work on myself.
Today, I've decided to start helping more women in the program. I need to start sponsoring soon.
Tears for me are not a sign of weakness but strength. My swollen eyes are my badges of strength as well.
I'm trying to be more selfless, I'm only human.
P. S. Someone on twitter read my blog and accused me of wanting pity from my readers. Now I can't stop my readers from thinking that. But no, this is a look at my character defects and how I wallowed in them. I wouldn't be sober if I was searching for pity. And yes latching onto a human being for sex and touch is another addiction of sorts. But I know I'm making progress. *smiles*
And as usual, more will be revealed....
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