Drama within support groups and other issues

Every now and then there are struggles within AA or NA. My opinion is that's gonna happen w/any relationship. One has happened to me. But I refuse to play victim as I know I have grown in the past year. Oh I cried at first. Then I realized...My main character defect was being the victim....not having enough backbone. well those days are over
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I can only stay in today and live in the moment. But I have goals to meet so I'm moving forward. Recently I was accused of "not being clean". Well to some of the "hard ass AA and NA "nazis" I will be judged. One was a friend w/such an attitude that was close to Scientology. I am on mental health meds and I'm bipolar. Sometimes doctors get the dosages wrong and over medicate. I do believe in the minimum amount of medication. I seen people who are "fat, bloated automatons" from being overmedicated. Sometimes they look so blank. I recently wanted to reduce one of my meds so I didn't get that way, the fatigue was too much. Then I lost sleep. So now I'm back on my full dose and I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist about it.

I am going to keep moving forward because I have been sober. Period. Also I have worked too hard on my defects this year. People have problems and are subject to human frailties even more so on their journeys then a so called "normie"


As always,
More will be revealed.