This week has been a slump. I have had to live with back pain as well as my hours at work being cut. I haven't filed a workman's comp for fear of being fired. Been in the bed a lot glued to the heating pad. Being careful w/what I'm taking for pain.
At least I'm still sober, I guess that's something.
I can only live life in the moment. I can't even project what's next. And maybe someday I'll have followers on this blog.. I do want to help others w/alcoholism and addiction problems.
All I can do is stay in the moment and pray, realize I'm powerless over everything.
My mom is still in the hospital and I've been concerned about her health. She deteriorated a few weeks ago and thought I was gonna lose her. Self pity is a bitch. But this, folks, is where I'm at. This too, shall pass. I hope that slogan is true.
More will be revealed....
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